When Love Takes Over

Soooo Ryan and I are on speaking terms, we’re single, but he’s trying to prove to me I should give him another chance

Our talk went really well. I believe when he tells me the girl was just a rebound (because honestly it’s not like I didn’t try the same shit, I just didn’t make it a whole 3 week ‘together-ness’ thing with the kid)

In the past I had trouble knowing how my ex-boyfriend was actually feeling when he was talking to me, he always seemed insincere. Ryan, I know when he’s lying and when he’s telling the truth. Everything he said to mean was real. I’ve said it before, I think one day in the future we will be able to work out again, I truly believe what we had was so special.

So last night, I needed to pick up money he owed me because I’m going to Atlantic City tonight. When I got to his house, he had flowers (he’s never bought me flowers, ever) I walk into his kitchen, he made me my favorite foods. He gave me a card that made me cry. As I’m reading the card, he starts crying as well. I just could feel how genuine all this was. I asked why he was crying and he said he was so scared I wouldn’t come and he had been thinking all day of something he could do to make me happy. He was so happy. He was looking at me like it was the first time he’d ever seen me. Idk it was all just perfect.

I really do love him. I know he can treat me right. I’m giving him this last chance to prove to me that being with him again is worth it. The second he screws up (if he does) I’m gone. I know I’m capable of being happy without him, even though I’d rather be happy with him, I know I can live without him if I had to.. at this point at least.. maybe not pin the future.

I think I know what I’m doing is the right thing, he’s just literally going to have to work his ass off to regain my trust..


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